Sunday, February 7, 2010

Seriously?

ready for some ramblings?
because here they come!

Quick question----How fast is this new year going for you?

Seriously. I can't seem to catch my breath. My first year of teaching is flying by, good and bad comes with that. But geezer, I've already scheduled a few senior shoots and when people call me about summer weddings or senior photo shoots, I'm like why are you calling me about that already? Then, I look at my calendar and have a reality check. I guess I tend to live in la la land sometimes. It's fun though. Sometimes I miss my college life terribly. Mainly, the sleeping in and having freedom of only one obligation, school. Don't miss the late studying nights or papers, books, you catch my drift.

This growing up stuff....it's tough, rough, serious, and never ending. It has it's ups as all parts of life do, but it also has it's gray hairs. AHHHHHHH, yup found my first one. I'm staying in LA LA land and just sticking with, "my hair is really shiny!" HA

Another question...have you seen The Hurt Locker?

talk about a COME TO JESUS movie. My heart truly goes out to those that fight everyday for our country so that I can sit here in my PJ's sipping hot tea and blog about random thoughts in my head. And have the freedom to type Jesus. Really, if you have the opportunity to see that movie, it's in selected theatres, but it really shines the light where it needs to when it comes to war and the life of a soldier. I have really been looking at things I do, buy, say, a lot different since seeing it. I kinda felt like a spoiled brat after watching it. Which, as an American I am spoiled, hopefully the brat part isn't true.

I am thankful though, for the life I'm able to live because where I live and what and who allows me to live the life I live. Does that make sense? I might just be rambling, but it's really been heavy on my heart and constantly in my thoughts. Maybe it means something to you reading this right now. If so, please leave some love and let me know.

I'm trying to go back to this blog not only being a photo blog A.K.A quick entertainment and bring some life/meat/ heart back into it. If that means fewer readers...so be it. However, I really don't want that to be the case.

Well, now that my mind is a little clearer and probably confused you, my bedtime is past due. So, I will leave you with 2 questions...what's on your mind? What's been playing non-stop and heavy on your heart?

Would love to hear about it!

1 comment:

Darla said...

i'm glad you commented me and your BACK! i know teaching is hard, my sister is in her second year of it and she tells me frequently how hard it is...and how she had NO idea what all teachers had on their plates. she teaches high school sciences, ugh. i will put you back on my blog roll, i noticed you werent there??? i changed up my page for the new year and moved stuff and had to go back and start from scratch. kind of like getting a new phone i guess. i need numbers!! but instead i need url's!!! haha. have a good one...i sure want to see that movie now that you spoke of.

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